I Survived National Board Certification
I should make a bumper sticker with that phrase and pass it out to NBCT’s everywhere 🙂 If you follow Whimsicle on Instagram, you might have seen this:
I became a National Board Certified Teacher! It was a long, challenging, stressful process where I analyzed my classroom practice and proved I met the board’s standards through student writing samples and video of myself in the classroom. We’re talking four 14-page papers, two 15-minute videos and then 6 30-minute essay questions at Pearson (the Fort Knox of testing centers, I swear).
Less that 50% of teachers certify on their first try. You get three years to retake your low-scoring portions. If you don’t make it (attain a score of 275) in those three years, you must begin again. Start all over.
It took me all three years. But…it was worth it.
I admit that now 🙂
National Board took me through the wringer. I admit, I thought I was a pretty good teacher going into the process. I thought it would be a given. I put in a year of work and get my reward. Easy.
On that November night of score release, my stomach twitched and I couldn’t fall asleep. All I wanted to do was sit at my computer and hit refresh. The next morning, I awoke at 5:30am to check. My score: a 260. I didn’t stop crying for an entire day. Dramatic? Well, maybe. But that’s me. I indulged in my first bit of retail therapy that weekend and bought an amazing pair of boots which I still wear to this day.
At school, I hung my head in shame. I couldn’t talk to other teachers about it for fear I would break into tears. Those people I did talk to witnessed my face crumpling as I revealed that I didn’t make it.
I really let the failure define me. I couldn’t even consider my retake until I resolved me *strong* feelings. It took me a month and a half to pick myself up and figure out my next steps.
I decided to redo two of the portfolio entries. One required me to analyze my students’ writing and how my actions improved their work. The other was a Social Studies lesson in which I filmed myself teaching and dissected my performance about how the lesson helped build classroom community through the standards. Thankfully, my school had just adopted a new writing program and for the first time in my teaching career, I finally understood how to teach writing. My writing portfolio rocked. Social Studies? Meh. I went through the motions and I hoped and prayed that the assessors liked it.
November rolled around again. My son was 4 months old and I was out of the classroom as a stay-at-home mom. Please, let me get it, I thought, I have no classroom to redo another portfolio.
Refresh. Refresh. Refresh.
274. I missed by one point. ONE POINT! My writing portfolio evidently did rock. My Social studies portfolio didn’t change at all.
I decided to retake an assessment center test. I bought a book on reading theory and miscue analysis (analyzing the mistakes in student reading). In May, I took the test. I felt confident. It was really my last chance, so whatever happened, I was done with the National Board.
November again. 283. National Board Certified Teacher! Yes!!
Was it worth it? Most definitely. Although it brought me a lot of stress and a little heartache, I became a better teacher by going through the National Board process. It focused me on what is important in teaching: the goals I set for students and how I help them reach those goals.
Now that I “achieved” (National Board lingo for becoming certified), I’m itching a little to go back to the classroom. I miss the rigor. I miss the challenge. I miss the feeling I get when a student finally gets something they have been struggling with.
Hats off to all the teachers in the classroom right now. You are doing truly important work.
I missed by one point my first try. What a challenging process-I hung in there and achieved my second try. Congratulations!!!
Congrats to you as well Michelle!
That’s awesome! Congratulations to you!!
Congratulations! What a wonderful accomplishment. I *might* have given up, but you hung in there — that’s awesome!
Also, LOVE the boots – they might just have been worth it!
Boots were totally worth it 🙂
Congrats!!! Such an accomplishment. Hard work pays off.
Congrats, that’s really awesome. I’m hoping to try in a few years, so this was an inspiring read.
Do it Theresa! At times I felt like I pursued it too early in my career. However, I grew so much as a teacher in those 3 years. I don’t think any other professional development would have pushed me as much as National Board Certification.